Wearing Thin

It’s 1:40am…and I have to work tomorrow. We’ve had events back-to-back and I’m just so beat. I had these visions of sleeping in Saturday morning and just lazy around for once because I deserve it dammit, but I have to work.

I was supposed to meet all the co-workers at Cheddar’s for a reunion with Jeramie and I didn’t get out early enough so I missed it :(. Which is why I wanted to stay and work yesterday but we didn’t. I actually felt like being social for once and the kids are at their other parents’ houses so I wouldn’t feel guilty about it either. I just feel mopey and wanted to whine.

Jorge has heard it all already =/. He’s been supportive and sweet; served me a glass of wine and ordered our favorite flatbread pizza and put a movie on. “Wolf of Wall Street” or whatever it”s called.

But then, as I shoved pizza in my mouth and there was a gangly, tall, naked woman every 5 seconds on the screen I was reminded about how pudgy I feel after eating Girl Scout cookies and other various carbs non-stop the last 2 days. Bleh. I guess I better quit stalling and go to sleep.

I can’t wait till this Wednesday 🙁