Monday, October 11, 2010
SOL
I really, literally don’t know what tomorrow entails. That woman seemed so smug and confident tonight when she was getting the 3 older kids in the car. I hate those people. I feel completely lost and I’m almost fighting completely alone. Tomorrow I will be alone. This is probably not making any sense, but I needed to vent.
Oh yeah, forgot to mention: Internet, I’m getting divorced.
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Oh! Yajaira! I am so sorry to hear that. 🙁 Best wishes to you and your family as you figure out this new path.
Awe, Yajaira! *Big hug* You will get through it, that is the best advice I can offer. You will get through it because you are a lovely person, a wonderful mom, and you deserve so much more. Be there for you kids, but take time to focus on yourself and enjoy the peace and quiet as well. As cliche as it is to say, it’s so true that time will help you heal. Nothing can take away the heart ache but with all things, you will eventually forget. Much love sweetheart.
Thanks, Meggan :). Yeah, it was a long time coming. What’s still most shocking to me is how he never gave a crap about the kids before and now he’s fighting for them. He wont’t give me the older 3 :(.
Thanks, Birdie :). He’s done so much to hurt me that I don’t even feel heartache, to be honest. I’m so angry. I just want him and his mother to give me my kiddos back. I only have the baby :(.
I am so sad to hear this. I have been stalking your site for months and just now read your update from June. *Tons of hugs to you* I have been through the custody issue and it was not easy but I made it through. I am positive you will be ok , you are an awesome mom!
Oh awful. I’m so sorry! I’ll be thinking about you guys.
I hope & pray you’ll get your kids back, they deserve to be with you & the baby. You’re a great mom and I’m sure everything will be ok *hugs*