Having lunch at work since I don’t have a lunch date. I took 20 minutes longer to eat than I should have and I’m shaking like a leaf due to low sugar. I hate that >_<. The conversation was too good with a co-worker of mine, which is why I took long. She gets my situation and somewhat went through something similar. Sometimes I still blame myself for everything, but I know I shouldn't. It's nice to just talk about it with someone sometimes without being judged. I can't wait for the day to be over. My throat is feeling worse. I *know* I'm getting sick because all I can picture is snuggling up in my bed and going to sleep; never do that otherwise. But I can't! Gotta pick up the remaining babies (Jaylen's going to the party after all; being picked up by his friend's dad) and spend the evening with them. Gotta figure out what to make for dinner. I got about 20 minutes left of my lunch hour. Hmm...should I read or look for a theme for WP? I'm hoping to update my site this weekend. HOPING.

So I find out this morning that we are indeed working the whole day. I’d already made plans with the kids to take them to Aaron’s (Norma’s son) birthday party at Peter Piper today. I was going to do some grocery shopping right after working and then go straight to pick them up. Well, not happening. Now I have to call Norma and see what’s up and that she can pick up Jaylen after all and break it to the other kids that I’m not getting out till 5 and probably won’t even make it to the party. By the time I get to Mario’s, pick them up and go back to Mission we’ll be at the party for 30 minutes, if that. And I can already *hear* THOSE lovely people making up wild stories how I broke plans with the kids because I’m out clubbing. At 1pm. Or something similarly as stupid.

Argh. This sucks. I don’t see the point in staying all day. I can’t even do what I need to do at work (confirm invitations are received by restaurants) because all the bosses/managers/owners have been out on vacation for the past 2 weeks. So frustrating >_<. And it's tough because another city also has a Food Festival coming up. I hope this thing is super successful. It would suck if it's not, especially since it's my event. It's not just one that I inherited like the other 2 =\. And my throat's starting to hurt to top it off. I BETTER not be sick on New Year's Eve!! I slept over 8 hours and I still feel tired and crappy. The morning didn't start out too good, but at least everything was resolved before work. Gonna be a long day, but I better make the best of it. I don't want to be in this mood!

I’m waiting to take my lunch and while I’ve been waiting I’ve decided I’m going to make it my goal to revamp this website/blog and start using it again this coming year. I most certainly won’t have time to actually create my own layout or anything but I will make all the changes I have to in the next few days and possibly use a cute ready-made theme.

I’ve got to get back into my hobbies. Not Taekwondo, of course, but scrapbooking and blogging and photography. Ever since the shizz hit the fan the past year I’ve lost interest in everything I used to love to do.

Oh gosh. It’s raining SUPER HARD outside. It’s going to be interesting trying to make it to my car in a few minutes…