Category: Grr

Me+Math=Hate

As my luck would have it, I finally get a chance to sit at the computer and check my Myspace and it takes a crap while it’s loading and dies. John can be on it all day. I get on, and it breaks.

I’m so tired of this math class. It’s not even “hard” math–it’s basic math. Like right now, we’re adding, subtracting, multiplying and dividing fractions and that alone is killing me. I’ve been out of high school for 7 years so I’ve basically forgotten everything. I’ve never felt so stupid in a class in my life. I’m just praying my grades don’t plunge my GPA :(. I’ve kept it at 4.0 this whole damn time–all I need is MATH to fuck it up.

I really hate math.

It’s not so much that I don’t know how solve the problems, because once I learn how to do it I can do it. But doing the hundreds of problems that we have to do makes me want to hyperventilate. Just seeing the numbers makes me get heart palpitations–seriously. I hate feeling like I’m in a rush, and this class makes me feel that way. Grr!

Two good things that happened today:

1st good thing: I paid off the final $123 of my tuition balance. Yeah, baby! I’m free from school fees for 6 months. I really hope I have a job in 6 months. Wondering about not finding a good job or getting one that pays too little worries me. Mayra, Lucy and I were talking about that today–when we’ll start working. Mayra’s going to take May off and then look for work. I think I’m going to do the same. Hopefully Mario can take his paid vacation time and we can at least enjoy our time together with the boys even though we don’t go anywhere. I just don’t want to get comfortable being at home again and then get lazy. But nah, I don’t see that happening. The reason I jumped into going to school was because I was tired of just being at home!

2nd good thing: Mayra brought cake! We were going to celebrate my birthday, but she had an errand to run so she just gave me the whole cake. Yum!

Okay, going to try this Myspace thing again.

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My 24th & Easter ’06 – Photos

I had the best birthday, ever. My 21st birthday comes close, where Mom went all out since I hadn’t had a proper birthday party since I was 2. She got me a Hello Kitty centerpiece, a Hello Kitty piñata, candy bags for the kids, a Hello Kitty cake and Mary made a great dinner. While other 21 year olds get plastered, I had a piñata .

I hadn’t really been “into” my birthday this year. I started going through the whole “I’m getting OLD” thing and then Mario had to switch his Friday off (my birthday) for Tuesday so that we could go finish up the paperwork for the Equinox in Harlingen.

(We got home extra early on Tuesday after school due to our Final, which I got a 104 on . Mario and I went straight over there after we ate lunch. We got there, got in the Equinox with Mike and went to the bank. Our paperwork wasn’t ready. Either one of the guys at the dealership hadn’t confirmed the paperwork or the guy who was in charge of it at the bank hadn’t worked on it at all. It was supposed to be ready since Monday morning. Anyway, took them about 4 hours to get everything ready. Mario and I were becoming delirious with boredom in the waiting room, so it was a relief when Mike came over and asked if we were ready to go to the bank. (Uh, yeah!) It took a total of 5 minutes to go through everything and sign everything. Our payments will be a little more than they’d told us on Saturday. They’d estimated $380 but we’ll be paying $428, which is still really good. So, yay, the truck is officially ours!)

I bought two pairs of capris at Melrose afterschool on Thursday (which John hated every minute of) and I thought shopping would make me feel a little better but it didn’t. In fact, it made me feel just a tad bit worse since I couldn’t find one blouse to match my pants. Either they didn’t have my size in the shirt I liked or the sizes they did have didn’t fit around my boobs. Grr.

I kept praying Mario would pull some strings and get out early but he called about an hour before everyone arrived for my get-together and said he didn’t think he’d be able to leave early because they had a lot of work to do. That bummed me out, and he could tell so he started talking about when I’d want to buy the Doony & Bourke bag I wanted. I told him I changed my mind and we said our good-byes and hung up. He calls about half an hour later, when I was at Mary’s with her, Mom, Noelia, and Andy. He said he called to ask me something but he forgot what and asked if everyone was there yet. I told him no, and we hung up. And then he comes through the door with these in his arms:

The most gorgeous roses he’s ever gotten me, two cards (one made me cry), Fun With Dick and Jane, and Crash. I thought it was so adorable that he actually stood there and picked out the perfect cards . (Don’t mind the mess next to the stuff. They’re candy bags for Jaylen’s birthday party.)

That was the best surprise I could have gotten–Mario being there of course, not just the presents LOL. I was so thrilled he’d get to be there with all of us. Everyone was here (except for my dad-in-law) and we had the best shrimp cocktail. I had two bowls . Mom had already told me about the ice cream cake from Dairy Queen she’d bought me, but I thought it was incredibly cute how Mary and Mario were trying to surprise me. Mom’s so not good at keeping secrets! She tells me what she buys me for holidays and birthdays all the time!

After eating the delicious cake I opened my gifts. Everyone got me such nice things:

Andy gave me that adorable compact mirror he made himself at work. I thought that was the sweetest thing :). How’d he know I needed a new mirror?

A Hello Kitty plush and a beautiful silver bracelet from the boys . Elda told me later that Eenan had called her and asked if she had money he could have to buy me a present–aww!!

A jewelry box (always wanted one like that!) and two of those straight, jeweled clips I love from Elda, Jose, and their boys. She also got me the crown and beads I wore all night–those are her trademark. She gives them to all the girls on their birthday.

An address book, a beautiful gold ring with a pink heart-shaped CZ that matches the necklace and earrings I already have, and crimpers for scrapbooking from Mary, Noelia and Big Mario. I really have to get my zillions of pictures printed out so I can use all the fabulous scrapbooking stuff I have!

A set of black cherry bath stuff from Cat, Annie, and the kids. They smell great and the basket was the cutest thing!

It was such a great night. We all talked and laughed as we usually do when we have get-togethers like that. We spent a lot of the night reminiscing about our pasts, like memories of choking for example. When everyone left, Mario and I watched Crash. That movie was just awesome.

Since I spent most of the day cleaning Friday (yes, on my birthday, but I hadn’t thoroughly cleaned the house so it had to be done), I only did minimal cleaning on Saturday morning and then John, Mom, the boys and I headed to town. We ate at McDonald’s, then I deposited at the bank, put gas in the truck and we left to town. Mario gave me $100 to spend (I couldn’t stand the thought of getting only one item–the Dooney bag–when I could get so much more for a hundred less). I’d seen some cute tops and purse at Ross so I wanted to check the store out. I don’t care what anyone says–that store rocks. The amount of people there was ridiculous (Mexico is having it’s “spring break”, great!) and there’s crap strewn everywhere but I found a whole bunch of stuff I like. And to my surprise, most of it fit!! I got 8 blouses, a pair of sleep shorts and a Full/Queen sized quilt for $99. I’d originally gotten another shirt and some shorts but took those two back and got the quilt. It’s just too pretty.

I had a great birthday :).

Took Eenan to the doctor on Wednesday and his chin’s fine. Jaylen also asked me to take him in since his leg has this dry patch of hairless skin that hasn’t gone away. He very seriously said, “I think I’m turning into a lizard…”

We’d gone to Jorge and Maggie’s on Thursday night (after eating at that taqueria we go to, mmm!) and we had the displeasure of meeting their psycho neighbor. That dude freaked me out. He kept saying, “I’m the coolest motherfucker you’ll ever meet“, while also talking about how he’ll kill somebody. And it all started because Mario and Hiram walked through the center of his and Jorge’s yard.

As for Easter, we had a great time. We had such good food, the kids had a blast opening their baskets and breaking the piñata and then we had dessert. We didn’t do one of the things that makes Easter, Easter: cracking the eggs! It was too hot, but we plan to do that this Saturday.

K. I’ve spent a whole hour updating, thanks to Mario’s interruptions. I’ve had to lunge at him and kick his ass a few times. He thinks it’s hilarious to spin my chair, kick my chair, and fart in my face while I’m on the computer. He’s worse than the kids!

P.S. Thank you for the birthday wishes! On here and on Myspace .

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Good Things Come to Those Who Wait…and Argue

It didn’t seem like it was ever going to happen, but it did:

We bought our second vehicle! A 2006 Chevy Equinox!

I can’t even tell you how thrilled I am. We started getting everything done on Thursday, but I didn’t post about it sooner because I didn’t want to jinx anything. I’d set up a meeting with one of the sales guys since Monday and we were to meet on Friday afternoon. We ended up going on Thursday and I just had a really good feeling about everything. Mario kept being all negative saying, “I know we’re not coming home with anything”. I kept reassuring him that I was going to use my best negotiating skills and that we would definetly leave with something. We were going for either a Cobalt or an Equinox, and although we knew we’ve barely established credit and that we didn’t even have a down payment, we wanted the Equinox more.

We got to our meeting about 10 minutes late, 4:30 p.m. We had to pick Eenan up from school and drop him off at home with Mom so that took away some time. The guy I initially spoke to, Steven, was busy with another couple, so he passed us on to a guy named Mike. We told him exactly what we wanted: We had no down payment what-so-ever, we wanted to pay from $350-450 a month only, and we really wanted and Equinox but a Cobalt would be fine if we couldn’t pass for it. He showed us the new Equinoxes, which would be about $500-650 a month. We said ‘nah’ so he showed us a used Silver Metallic one that had just been brought in that day. We checked it out and it was almost brand-new, except for a small, light stain on the back of the driver’s seat, had 13,000 miles on it and of course needed a vacuumm and wash.

Mike had us take it on a test drive around the huge block the dealership was on. He asked us how long we’ve been married and was really impressed when we told him. He whipped out the wallet and showed us pictures of his two baby boys and asked about ours. He was really nice to us, kept offering us Cokes or chips (which we didn’t accept–idiots!), and went back and forth 3 times to get us a good price. Since Mario doesn’t have very good credit, he ran mine first and it passed under mine. I have a score of 716, which I hear is really good, thank God. Mario’s credit’s shot to hell, so at least one of us is okay . The payments started out at $620-$650, then $520-$600. We were about to give up and he said, “Okay, let me try one more time.” He came back with a payment of $479 and we agreed. We were insistant and we got what we wanted. We waited another hour while they transferred everything to the banks and he said a few wanted to pick up the loan. Bad thing was that it was already 6 p.m. and the banks were closing so we’d have to finish everything the next day. He gave us the keys to the truck and we came home.

I drove the truck to school the next day and oh my gosh, it’s so awesome. The volume of the radio increases or decreases depending on where the truck’s in motion or stationary. There’s tons of cupholders, a space for my purse, a cool center compartment, lots of lighters (perfect for the kids’ DS chargers!), and lots of space.

We went to pick Eenan up and as we’re waiting in line, we get a call from the school nurse that he’s had an accident. My heart sank. He was leaned over on a desk while they were getting ready to line up outside and told his friend, “Pull me!”, so his friend did and that’s what Eenan fell to the floor and tore his chin open. When we get there his homeroom teacher and the nurse both say they think he needs stitches. Oh, boy.

On the way home we try and calm him down since he freaks out once we tell him what stitches are. He says, “I look like a freak with this bandaid on!” (It amazes me how self-conscious kids are nowadays.) As much as it pained us to do so, we decided to ask Mary if she could take him to the ER since we had the meeting with Mike at the dealership. She says yes, so we go.

Needless to say we arrived late. We gave them all the info they needed and they told us since it was already 5:30 the bank wouldn’t be able to process everything that day–we had to wait till Monday. That meant, since we wouldn’t be signing the papers and it was over the weekend we had to leave the truck. Wonderful. And all we took was the Equinox with us–no other car. I started getting nervous and asked Mike to tell us straight out if we were going to get the truck or not. We also tell him how it’s important that we know if we were getting it or not since we needed a new car in 3 weeks, tops. We even threw in that Mario had a friend at Clark Chevrolet who would probably help us in case it was a no. He says yes, he did think we’d be accepted and that the guy who was taking care of everything was certain the bank would pick it up, the only unfortunate thing was that they’d taken all day to do everything and they still weren’t done. Mike ended up bringing us in the truck (how embarrassing!). He dropped us off at the hosptial, which I was incredibly happy about since I felt so guilty for not being with Eenan when he needed us.

He was in good spirits. He was joking around with us, playing I Spy, playing with his DS, then watching Mario’s Ipod when he got bored with the DS. He was very well-behaved. Not so with other kids in the waiting room. They were barefoot, running around all over the place, and one kid even got his hand stuck in the sliding door because he was trying to stop the door from closing. It amazes me how, I’m not kidding you, 85% of the parents there just let their kids run wild. The kid that got his hand stuck in the door kept SITTING ON OUR LAPS, tickling Eenan and even grabbed him from around the waist when they were looking at the fish tank and thrust his pelvis at him. The kid couldn’t have been more than two years older than Eenan and was acting like he was much, much younger. I can’t stand parents who don’t discipline their kids–then when they see them running around and finally get tired of it they beat them down.

ANYway, Mary got to the hospital with Eenan at 5 something and they didn’t see Eenan till 10:30 p.m. They said they wouldn’t give him stitches; they’d try medical glue and tape first. The part that hurt him the most was when they numbed his chin with the needle. He cried a little bit but remained composed most of the time. I don’t know how he did it–I would have been screaming my head off. The doctors kept calling him a little “trooper” and “soldier”. My little guy was so brave. He kept talking about how embarrassing it was going to be since he was going to have a huge scar, but after we told him he could call it a battle wound and he was the only one out of his friends to have one he felt proud. He kept asking for a mirror .

I felt sort of queasy when the doctor was cleaning out the cut. He was jamming the alcohol-drenched gauze all up in there–it was yucky. We spent a total of 20 minutes, max, in there and after picking up McDonald’s (we hadn’t eaten since breakfast) we got home at 12 a.m.

I spent this morning doing laundry, washing dishes everytime a dish ended up in the sink, fixed John’s incredibly horrific Myspace coding (not his fault–he got it from some website), and mostly being lazy. I was supposed to go to a Quinceañera with Mary, but my throat’s killing me and I just feel exhausted. I’m taking vitamins and I still managed to get sick. Bleh. But yeah, I spent today doing what I’ve been wanting to do for WEEKS!

I got a call from Mike at around 1 p.m. that everything was ready–we’d been approved and the truck was ours. All we needed to do was sign so they’d bring the bank’s paperwork to us. I was going to meet them at Mario’s work so they wouldn’t have to come all the way over here. They call back a few minutes later and tell me that they can’t bring us the paperwork; the bank won’t let them handle it. They ask if I can go in myself on Monday, since they knew Mario couldn’t get the day off. I tell them, “Look. I need to be absolutely sure that the car’s ours and that everything will be clear. I don’t want to make the trip all the way over there just so that you guys can tell me that Mario still needs to go in on Friday, y’know?” So Mike talks to the guys over there then calls back. He says they will meet me and Mario at his work after all so that we can sign a few papers. We can go in together later on during the week when we can (“sooner the better”), but that if they kept the truck on the lot it could be sold to someone else if anyone’s interested since we didn’t leave a down payment. They don’t want to lose the comission of course and we don’t want to lose the truck so we agree to meet.

We get there (John went with me so he could drive the Sentra back. I was in Mary’s Geo since Mario wanted to keep the truck) and we sign the papers and they hand us the keys and say “congratulations”. We agree to meet them at the dealership on Tuesday to finish the paperwork and take in two documents they needed.

Oh and they also let us know that our payments are going to be $100 less than we’d anticipated: it went down to $380! I don’t know much about cars, but I’d say that’s a pretty decent price for an SUV, especially since we didn’t leave a down payment!

Crappy thing: Mario let me know he did get Tuesday off, so we’ll be able to finish everything then. The day he switched to get it off? Friday–MY BIRTHDAY!!! And that’s because he’d just called to ask about it since a guy was doing something with our birthdates. Grr. I don’t even know how to feel about that. I know he’s a guy and most guys aren’t good with dates and that type of stuff (he barely remembers what he did yesterday), so I’m trying not to be too hard on him. This is strike two, though. First our anniversary, now this.

BUT I’m not going to let that bring me down too much.

I own an Equinox!!

P.S. Thank you so much for the comments on my previous entry, ladies :). Your words of support and advice were a huge help :).

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